i wish the good mood faucet would just stay ON for a while

I really want to have one of those days where I'm feeling happy and pretty, confident enough to dress a little flamboyantly and flounce around the city like a free spirit.

Instead I just feel ugly and dumpy, everything I try on makes me look like a potato, and I think my mood's better suited to grumping around in a darkened room all day. The weather outside is perfect and it's only making me more depressed.

Yeah, I dunno what happened either. Yesterday was damn near perfect. Lately my mood's been on and off like a neon sign in front of a cheap motel.